I honestly don't know what to say right now. It hurts so much...
I'm seriously heartbroken... I've been crying my heart out while listening to their old songs. I still refuse to believe that it's true. I wish I could wake up now to find out it's all just a bad dream. Or some kind of stupid joke. Anything... Just that my queens are staying together as four.
I never thought this would ever happen. Like of course I know that nothing is forever. That one day they might disband like every other group. But I never thought that one of them will ever leave. There's been a lot of rumours about that. But I was always denying it, believing in my 2NE1. I thought, their bond is something nothing can break. But here we are. Minzy is leaving the group. I know that it won't probably change anything on their friendship, but still.. It hurts..
Just yesterday I was so excited for their comeback. Happy that Bommie is enjoying herself and that she's having fun with Dara. And remember their MAMA performance? That gave me hope. I believed that's a good sign. That they might be coming back soon... And now? I'm happy that they're really coming back, but more than that I'm sad. All my excitement is gone. I don't know how I'll be able to watch them performing only as three. There's no 2NE1 without MInzy. Or without Bom, Dara, CL. 2NE1 will always be four - Minzy, Bom, Dara and CL.
I'm not angry, tho. I support Minzy and every her decision. I just want her to happy. Same goes for the rest. I want them all to be happy. Their happiness is main for me. But I won't get easily over this. If ever.
Anyway.. No matter what, I'll stand by their side. Always.
My queens FOUREVER.

I remember I cried so hard when Bommie showed up. Now I'm crying again... but because this is their last stage as OT4...





















Dobře vím jak se cítíš. Je to velice smutná zpráva. Nechápu proč musela odejít .... Vždy bude mít mou podporu, stejně jako Dara, CL a Bom. Můžeme jen tajně doufat, že se objeví světlo naděje.